I was asked one day, if I had a can of memories
Would it have an expression date to forget or not
to forget
Can I choose to drain away my heart's resounding
blues

Just when I thought I reached my destination
I was only backto where I first started
Becoming who I've always hated the unbecoming
unleashed
So won't you speak to me...

Bad sense of humor, uttered softly, spilled some
coffee you stained my clothes
as well as my clear conscience, probably
accidental
But the thoughts that crossed my mind would leave
you petrozoomin' by, unrecordable with pad and
pencil
Anyway I tremble symbolizing my temperature
rising,
reminiscing the times when I'd do anything for you
But not knowing why, like Abraham sacrificing
Isaac

I worshipped you, you were my idol, silly
But right around now, I find no desires, as a
matter of fact,
I'm based against all your opinions, dry rose,
once lively and captured your heart
But now destined to be crushed and becomes dust,
till death do us part ashes to ashes
I once died for this world, but no born again my
barefeet on cold cement
waiting on the day of resurrection irrevelant,
small talks with you that take us no where
I don't know how I was able to bear, the way you
didn't show care
I guess I harbored resentment this whole time
Never exposed what's been on my mind, but now you
know

Self denial...used to numb my pain
But nowadays I can't find the novocane ways to
hide what I already know
I'd rather you shout nonsense than to whisper
hurtful truth
Just when I thought I got all I wanted I realized
I lost just about everything
Saying what I've never said to anyone breathing
murderous thoughts
So won't you speak to me...

Three words of truth shine deep within me
anchoring my stormy heart
I need faith to see what I cant see yes, I need
hope, to keep me going and
I need love, your love, safe and sound, maybe that
is all I need, deep within..